Hey hey! ♥
May is on, and the sun (sometimes) shines. I've never understood how people could say things like 'Oh I love spring the most'. Like, what is wrong with you? Do you really love mud and puddles and this dirty, ugly snow and dogshit all over the naked ground? Darkness when you wake up, darkness when you return from work? Wet snow, chilly rain?
Well, that was my half empty glass.
Now as I spent a few years training myself to see the glass half full, spring is the most beautiful time to be alive. Birds, grass, buds, flowers, grills, concerts... meaning either my meds are working or I simply learned to appreciate life better
So I think I'm dealing with the grief just fine, recovered even, and I decided to take better care of myself. Anxiety and panic and sadness are really rare these days, so I would just like to remind everyone that these things PASS. Emotions always pass. And if you need someone to listen, I am always here. Come rant or cry on my shoulder, I've been there and I'll try to help.TLDR:
Hey, I'm alive and kicking!
As I said before, currently I'm finishing the older, already paid commissions
(thank you all for your patience!) - I have about four left. I will make a list once I finish going through my notes and organising references.Concerning the new commissions
... There won't be a set date of opening, as I keep on receiving commission reservations on my inbox - and don't worry! I will confirm each of those notes, chronologicaly, by answering you and building a waiting list. So if you want a commission done by me - write me a note, don't cry if I don't answer right away, prepare your shiny digital money, your references and get added to the waiting list.
Do you know that I started a Patreon
From here, I would like to sincerely and deeply thank all the precious people supporting me there.I LOVE YOU, BOTH OF MY FANS! YOU ROCK! Yes, I have two (2) Patrons.
You're missing a lot of good fun! Patreon
is a sure way to get a commission from me, I don't remember exactly the calculations, but it turns out that you're better when picking one tier there than to wait endlessly for me seeing your commission ask here.
*shrugs* Just check it out.
I am posting rare stuff there, having some cool shit to share, like for example look at those little progress shots:Patreon
. Something I don't really understand but try it anyways.
So I have downloaded this dA app some time ago to at least try and stay in touch with people when I was away, and as you run it, they have those weird cathegories of some sort of features - Undiscovered, What's hot and Daily Deviations.
I scrolled the Undiscovered one a few times, because you really can find some cool underrated shit there, and a few times I have found my own works there, to my great surprise.
So my question is - do you also see your works there? Is there some algorithm? Does anyone know how it works?
I guess that's enough confusion for one journal.